Instead/Of.

I may be smiling, but it doesn’t mean I’m happy. I may appear relaxed, but it doesn’t mean I’m not fighting. I may seem nice, but think twice. The wrongs a person done seems more magnified if it is not expected of him; yet, he craves to be found, understood. I write about music, but … Continue reading

Burnt Bridges

These days seem more emotional again – it feels like a cycle. I tried to look and feel positive about myself, life and everything around me, but there’s this part of my head and myself that chews hard. R – yes, you are on my mind. Was in the midst of shower when I thought … Continue reading

2011 transiting 2012

Happy new year, I drank some beer, lost a bear, Amounting fears. Pierced a ear, listened to Britney Spears, music’s still here, which I hear. Bite some pears, met some peers, nowhere near, but hope mind’s clear.

A Struggle For A Year End’s List: I Win Some, I Lose Some

Victories and failures, ups and downs, penises and┬ávaginae. Life is definitely not a bed of roses, but sometimes one gets chocolate out of it and stuffs oneself fat with it. I just bought Hershey’s to play several rounds of arcade basketball and it felt as good as peeing in one’s pants. * Friends I am … Continue reading

Assumptions

I assume, I always do. The mind is a wondrous place, isn’t it? – I am not sure if that’s in a good or a bad way. I assume I’ll be alright, I assume everything will be alright, I assume things are better off as the way they are, I always assume. I assume you … Continue reading